Hello, my name is Susie Maria Han.
I want to be successful; not only as a student, but also as a human being. My goal is to become a famous English Education CEO in Asia. Just like Cindy Mi. The CEO of VIPKID in China. She is my role model.
All my life so far, I have been just studying, reading, and doing schoolwork. Sometimes I participated in science, English, piano, and singing contests. I have won many prizes and I have always been the class leader and school student body reader since I was young. I just wanted to try my best in my role as being a student. My friends always complained about how come Susie always has 20 minutes to play with them after school. My mom was very worried that I would get badly influenced by my friends. At the time, I was a bit sad about that, but now I understand her. My mom has always been a very wise and caring mother. I love her very dearly.
I also love my dad. He is amazing. I wish I can have his intelligence. My best adviser and supporter in life :)
However, over the past few months, I am having a hard time paying attention to my studying... And it had gotten worse after I moved to study in America. These days, I am slowly losing my passion for studying, grit, and most importantly resilience to keep myself motivated. So hurtful to see me suffer mentally and academically.
The feeling of becoming a person I had ever detested the most, which is the lazy, lethargic, and badmouthed person, keeps bothering me.
I want to be happy. I will overcome this.
As young and venerable as I was, right now, I am just leading myself into a bad direction. However, being young still gives me a lot of chance and potentials. This is too early to give up and feel unmotivated for sure.
I decided to open this blog because I want to share my genuine feelings and transition of myself over time as I am adapting to this new environment. I hope this blog could help people in my situation and getting them out of laziness and uncertainty as well. I also am going to use this blog to keep myself motivated and will do my best to grow up into a greater person.
I want to be successful; not only as a student, but also as a human being. My goal is to become a famous English Education CEO in Asia. Just like Cindy Mi. The CEO of VIPKID in China. She is my role model.
All my life so far, I have been just studying, reading, and doing schoolwork. Sometimes I participated in science, English, piano, and singing contests. I have won many prizes and I have always been the class leader and school student body reader since I was young. I just wanted to try my best in my role as being a student. My friends always complained about how come Susie always has 20 minutes to play with them after school. My mom was very worried that I would get badly influenced by my friends. At the time, I was a bit sad about that, but now I understand her. My mom has always been a very wise and caring mother. I love her very dearly.
I also love my dad. He is amazing. I wish I can have his intelligence. My best adviser and supporter in life :)
However, over the past few months, I am having a hard time paying attention to my studying... And it had gotten worse after I moved to study in America. These days, I am slowly losing my passion for studying, grit, and most importantly resilience to keep myself motivated. So hurtful to see me suffer mentally and academically.
The feeling of becoming a person I had ever detested the most, which is the lazy, lethargic, and badmouthed person, keeps bothering me.
I want to be happy. I will overcome this.
As young and venerable as I was, right now, I am just leading myself into a bad direction. However, being young still gives me a lot of chance and potentials. This is too early to give up and feel unmotivated for sure.
I decided to open this blog because I want to share my genuine feelings and transition of myself over time as I am adapting to this new environment. I hope this blog could help people in my situation and getting them out of laziness and uncertainty as well. I also am going to use this blog to keep myself motivated and will do my best to grow up into a greater person.
Stay focused and be successful. You are never late, so be positive and just do it! Let your dream come to reality. YOLO!
Susie Maria Han (한수지) 韩秀智
Susie Maria Han (한수지) 韩秀智
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