Wow...Time flies, Today is the first day of November 2015 , many things had changed and happened to me in these 4 months.
I can feel myself growing older and stronger.
Since this is my very first post about my American life, I guess I have to give you guys some brief introductions of myself.
My name is Susie Han, middle name is Maria.
I like my name so much, so I used to enjoy writing down my full name on the paper and decorated it in to a beautiful monogram, I'll choose it as my most favorite hobby over listening music&singing or reading.
I have to admit, I am weird and eccentric because I have a keen interested in North Korea and some controversial issues of the world's economy & politics unlike other ordinary 15 years old teenage girls who think it is boring but for me it is something that makes my heart bits faster.
So far, My life in America was awesome,I had learn new things everyday and people was so friendly and nice, so I am not regret about my big decision and most of all I still get my parents hopes up.
Here is the most frequent question that i have received from many many people on the daily basis.
"Susie, what makes you decided to study in America?"
My answer to that question is pretty simple.
I just followed what my heart lead me and pursued my happiness and my big dreams.
There is an old saying in Korea,"You can live without water for 4 days and you can live without food for 7 days, but you can't live without hope in one second".
Actually, This is my favorite saying of all time.
It helps me enlightening my passions when I feel weak and reminds me of my hope and dreams.
Every each one of us play and take a lots of roles in our dairy lives, I, of course ,have a plenty of roles to take, being a kind daughter,good friend,gentle adviser,informative blogger,industrious student etc.
It is going to take forever, if i count all of them, but the thing is I can't never be a nice older or younger sister, never, because I don't have any siblings, even though I want one so badly.
Living as one and only daughter to one nice Korean family is no joke,
All my parents attention and issues is on me.
Having this huge spot lights is something i should be thankful for, but instead it embrace me an enormous amount of pressure and stress most of the time.
I love and respect my parents very much, even though I am too shy to tell them how much I love and care about them, but still, they are the most precious thing I ever found in my life, because I know there is no one in this world that could loves me more than my parents love me, without them I would not exist in this amazing and challenging world.
I love my parents and my life.
As I am 15 years old,It is time to worry and thinking about my future career.
Every time when i sit all quietly in my room and thinking about my past life, I am always stunned by the fact how much time has passed and how fast it was.
Time is fast and difficult to control like a wild horse on the Mongol's field, I am certain that even the most smartest people in this world can't control their time exactly what they want it to be.
This is what i am keep striving to working on (be the master of my time).
live=time=happiness
In the above is the connection of life that I used to believe.
I believe life is worthy and full of happiness and hilarious thing even though some people have a total opposite point of view of life.
So, How come i generate this positive attitude towards life?
After gone though some social experiments and critical thinking and reading, these sources work as a new vitamins for me and helps me to become a well being and positive person who has a generous tolerant inside.
Even though, A lot of tough things had happened to me recently but the reason why i can keep on smiling and giving myself cold wet kiss is, because I have hope and big dreams to accomplish in the near future and these world would not exist without me.
I will keep on pursuing my dreams and hope no matter how difficult it would be.
I can feel myself growing older and stronger.
Since this is my very first post about my American life, I guess I have to give you guys some brief introductions of myself.
My name is Susie Han, middle name is Maria.
I like my name so much, so I used to enjoy writing down my full name on the paper and decorated it in to a beautiful monogram, I'll choose it as my most favorite hobby over listening music&singing or reading.
I have to admit, I am weird and eccentric because I have a keen interested in North Korea and some controversial issues of the world's economy & politics unlike other ordinary 15 years old teenage girls who think it is boring but for me it is something that makes my heart bits faster.
So far, My life in America was awesome,I had learn new things everyday and people was so friendly and nice, so I am not regret about my big decision and most of all I still get my parents hopes up.
Here is the most frequent question that i have received from many many people on the daily basis.
"Susie, what makes you decided to study in America?"
My answer to that question is pretty simple.
I just followed what my heart lead me and pursued my happiness and my big dreams.
There is an old saying in Korea,"You can live without water for 4 days and you can live without food for 7 days, but you can't live without hope in one second".
Actually, This is my favorite saying of all time.
It helps me enlightening my passions when I feel weak and reminds me of my hope and dreams.
Every each one of us play and take a lots of roles in our dairy lives, I, of course ,have a plenty of roles to take, being a kind daughter,good friend,gentle adviser,informative blogger,industrious student etc.
It is going to take forever, if i count all of them, but the thing is I can't never be a nice older or younger sister, never, because I don't have any siblings, even though I want one so badly.
Living as one and only daughter to one nice Korean family is no joke,
All my parents attention and issues is on me.
Having this huge spot lights is something i should be thankful for, but instead it embrace me an enormous amount of pressure and stress most of the time.
I love and respect my parents very much, even though I am too shy to tell them how much I love and care about them, but still, they are the most precious thing I ever found in my life, because I know there is no one in this world that could loves me more than my parents love me, without them I would not exist in this amazing and challenging world.
I love my parents and my life.
As I am 15 years old,It is time to worry and thinking about my future career.
Every time when i sit all quietly in my room and thinking about my past life, I am always stunned by the fact how much time has passed and how fast it was.
Time is fast and difficult to control like a wild horse on the Mongol's field, I am certain that even the most smartest people in this world can't control their time exactly what they want it to be.
This is what i am keep striving to working on (be the master of my time).
live=time=happiness
In the above is the connection of life that I used to believe.
I believe life is worthy and full of happiness and hilarious thing even though some people have a total opposite point of view of life.
So, How come i generate this positive attitude towards life?
After gone though some social experiments and critical thinking and reading, these sources work as a new vitamins for me and helps me to become a well being and positive person who has a generous tolerant inside.
Even though, A lot of tough things had happened to me recently but the reason why i can keep on smiling and giving myself cold wet kiss is, because I have hope and big dreams to accomplish in the near future and these world would not exist without me.
I will keep on pursuing my dreams and hope no matter how difficult it would be.
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